What Do I Want From Myself? A Tarot Reading by Jessica Berck Hensley for the Collective Eclipse Season

 

What Do I Want from Myself? A Tarot Reading

This Tarot Reading has a Tarot Spread based on Qabalah, the Magical Kabbalah. A person can take the meanings here and apply them to different parts of their life.

There are 11 Points on the Tree of Life with 22 pathways to work. Surely you will find an answer here. Or not. It’s up to you to work your Magick. I am merely providing a Guide reflecting Eclipse Energies with a few Decks of my choosing.

Here I go:

 

Decks used: The Urban Tarot by Robin Scott

The Hero’s Journey Dream Oracle, by Kelly Sullivan Walden

Out of Print Book becoming an Oracle Deck, How to Like Yourself Now to Survive. By Jessica Berck Hensley, i.e., Me.

 

I’m using the Qabalah Spread from the book The Elements if Qabalah by Will Parfit from the unmarked page before the introduction to create the layout of this spread. However, in my picture the cards lay differently.

 

I’m providing a document image that shows the card placements and lists the meanings of the cards and book divination in the Qabalah tree format so you can do your own path work.

 

Here is the document.

 

Here are the meanings of the cards so you can do your own path work. After I list the meanings, I will show you my pathworking and a collective pathworking to give some examples so you can do your own on your own.

 

Card 1: Crown Placement on the Qabalah Tree

2 of Cups, Love

Someone is looking to be your cup of love and you want to be someone’s cup of love.

 

Card 2: Wisdom Placement on the Qabalah Tree

Princess of Disks, The Kindergarten Teacher

Passion is a messy process. When working on projects, space needs cleansing often.

 

Card 3: Understanding Placement on the Qabalah Tree

 Knight of Wands, The Rock Star

A rockstar has many people in their life who want them for their fame and fortune not themselves as the truly are when not on stage.

 

Card 0: Knowledge, Read with Understanding Placement on the Qabalah Tree

Number 51, Be the Bridge, expand your consciousness to behold both worlds. If you’re awake, it’s your job to stay awake and help other people awaken. Keep connections open to help others awaken.

 

 Card 4: Mercy Placement on the Qabalah Tree

4 of Swords, Truce

It’s time to rest. Help Yourself Relax even if you must work.

 

Card 5: Strength Placement on the Qabalah Tree

XXI. The Universe, you are an important part of helping people complete their journey. Complete your journey first then show others how to complete theirs.

 

Card 6: Beauty Placement on the Qabalah Tree

XII. The Hanged Man, you are free to keep yourself tied to what moves you go ahead keep watching the world go by.

 

Card 7: Victory Placement on the Qabalah Tree

Queen of Disks, The Matriarch

You are the head of the family unit; you are tied to family, and you wouldn’t have it any other way.

 

Card 8: Splendor Placement on the Qabalah Tree

 6 of Swords, Science

 You are free of anything holding you back from the life innovations.

 

Card 9: Foundation Placement on the Qabalah Tree

7 of Disks, Failure Without trying and failing at something you wouldn’t know what works today.

 

Card 10: Kingdom Placement on the Qabalah Tree

Page 24, become the person you enjoy talking too.

Take all you have learned and create your own talking points, be yourself. Don’t leave out all mistakes, show some of them and show some successes too.

 

Points 8 and 10 show the path I want to work.

That is Science and Be who I want to talk with.

 

I take mental health meds every day. But the solution isn’t perfect, but I do know these meds are better then what I used to take and also better than not being on anything.

There are days I wish I didn’t have to take them. Days I think there must be something better.

But I know there isn’t right now. It’s a combination of medicine and writing in my journal these days to be the person I want to be right now.

 

Points 2-3-0 for the collective path to work.

That is The Kindergarten Teacher, The Rock Star, and Be the Bridge to work path 2-3.

I feel whomever I’m reading for is torn between feeling like there’s always a mess to clean and everything is perfectly clean. Rock Stars have everything done for them, A teacher has to do everything or their students. Someone knows they are a teacher and want to treat their students gently, but they fear a student will rise and want too much for m them and attach themselves to them as if they are a rock star. You can be a teacher and set boundaries to your students, A Rockstar can do the same with fans. There’s no shame in that.

 

That’s what I have for you during this Eclipse Season, if you like this please share on social media. Thank you. If you want to comment, you can here, I need to approve comments before posting so it may take awhile to see your comment. If you go to my social media pages, you can interact with me there quicker.

 

Take Care and Blessings.